Voiko se olla totta, tasan 100 päivää jäljellä?!
Sata päivää. 230 takana, 100 edessä. Se ei oo paljon se.
Voisin huutaa koko Australialle, että mä rakastan sitä, ihan koko sydämestäni, hyvine ja huonoine puolineen. Kyllä, tästä paikasta on tullut mulle toinen koti :) Mutta niin, nimenomaan se toinen, koska vaikka kuinka rakastankin Australiaa, sen kulttuuria ja ihmisiä täällä, Suomi on ja tulee aina olemaan ykkönen. Yks osa musta tulee aina pysymään täällä, mutta se toinen odottaa jo kaikkien kesäsuunnitelmien toteuttamista Suomessa, ja sen mielestä on ihan kiva palata kotiinkin.
Näihin tunnelmiin, hyvää yötä! xx
100 days to go. One hundred days until I have to leave Australia. I can't believe it. I just can't.
230 days are already gone, 100 are still to come. It's not much is it?
I don't know what to think or how to feel. I really miss my friends and family in Finland and can't wait until I see them again, but on the other hand, I can't, and I don't want to, believe the fact in one hundred days I'll be gone. It's gonna be so hard, to say goodbyes to everyone, to everything here in Australia. Hug all of those people for the last time and not knowing when you'll see them again, or if you even ever will. Now I've really started to think about it since we've started to plan a farewell party for Kim and Kenza, who will leave one month before me, though. Until this point I've been more like "oh well I'm only halfway through my program, there's still many months to go, so much time to spend, no need to worry" but now when I'm looking at my calendar and all of the weeks and weekends, I realize there's not that many left anymore. It creates a bit of panic inside me, but at the same time I feel really calm and just enjoy every single moment I spend here. Everything has been so great and even better during this year than last year.
I could shout to the whole Australia that I love it, I love everything about it from the bottom of my heart! Yes, this place has become a second home for me. But, the second indeed, since no matter how much I love Australia, its culture and people in here, Finland is and will always be the number one. One part of me will always stay here, but the other one already looks forward to travel all the way to the another side of the world, to home.